Life As A Writer

Michael Daaboul. 26 y/o from Australia/Melbourne. Digital Designer & Creative Writer.

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What would become of my world if I lost you? I believe I would slowly move away from my orbit, becoming increasingly cold as my humble mass says goodbye to the Sun. I imagine my days speaking with Pluto on the edge of our Milky Way, telling my story to millions of stars surrounding me that I once knew a starry light, so bright, she became my world.
Michael Daaboul
I feel alone, even when there are so many people surrounding me. I try to fill in the gaps, but new ones appear faster than I can fill. Sometimes, I want to jump in the gaps because they’re determined to capture me. I feel like it would be easy to give in to the black holes that rule my kingdom, suck my existence into the vacuum of oblivion. Maybe in darkness, my gaps can be filled.
Michael Daaboul
I walk on the beach not because I am being a romantic; I walk so I can watch the waves. I’m a lot like a wave. I’m up and down, I go back and forth. Sometimes I feel like I’m in the middle of the ocean, it’s cold, dark, I’m alone, anxious and I’m just waiting to reach the shore.
Michael Daaboul
I didn’t need someone else, but it felt like I did. I made the wrong decisions because I thought it would make me feel better and at the time it felt like the right thing to do. I was searching for you in other people, okay, and I destroyed myself doing so. It really hurt! If you wanted to know, I didn’t find someone like you, I never did.
Michael Daaboul
When you left, you asked me to wait for you. That’s what I did. I waited and during that time I sent you a thousand messages that you never received. You did come back though, but not to me.
Michael Daaboul
I have a condition called hyperthymesia. I find it hard to fall in love because I don’t think I can survive when we breakup. I would remember every day of our relationship as if it happened yesterday. This is why I have never fallen in love with anyone. I would want to forget someday.
Michael Daaboul
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