I’m surprised about one thing though, you never listened to me. When everything was shown to you before, I just wanted you to be with me.
It is hard to think I even wanted you anymore, not when you couldn’t recognise how I used to be.
You left a note while I was gone clearing my mind from the dust. It was like a lyric extract from a song, which was no surprise, we used to always rhyme:
“I commit all of my time and day
Put all my words and what I feel for you
Out every second that went astray
I didn’t think that you could control me this way
But you tried to test me anyway
How you grew so far away from me
I feel like you didn’t take the time and day
You didn’t even see
How I committed myself to you in every single way
It’s like I was trapped never to be set free
Sometimes I feel like this won’t go away
Screaming in my soul like I had nowhere to go
I shouldn’t have trusted you anyway
Stuck in disbelief I should have known when to go
I shouldn’t have let you in
Somehow your heart is made of stone
I’m not the one that likes to sin
This time I’d rather be alone”
I told the wind that day it is because I wanted to feel what it is like, for once, to be me.
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